Nothing is easy for her. So much baggage to unpack, but few others know it. It's like monsters are running inside of her, leaving her soul faded. She justs wants someone to support her, to love her, when her heart is tired. She knows she wouldn't - or maybe, couldn't - make it alone, which is why it's important for her to know that she isn't alone. If it all falls down, she tells herself she'll be fine. She doesn't need the light anyway - she's lived on the dark side long enough now. If she had a heart of diamond, she'd give all her love to the world, if she was unbreakable. But she knows that no one can keep her safe, or be safe, from herself. Whenever that happens, all she can do is be on her way. So just sing her to sleep now, then, and when she wakes up she'll fake a smile, even though she knows her pack knows her too well. Nobody sees her, not her buried turmoil, and now this is all she knows. At least now, with her pack, she has a place she can head home to.